My heart is heavy, My Words are few.
The pain is real and the heartache is too.
People don’t understand why I hurt; they think it is okay that he isn’t here on earth.
Heaven is great, he can run and play but here on earth is where I wanted him to stay.
I hurt, I cry, I scream out too
He will never come back and how can I deal with that?
Others get to play with, do things with, love on the ones they love
I sit and watch and wonder why I can’t? What did I do?
In my heart I know it is good, I know what it was nothing that I did.
I pray he is never forgotten but that I can become all God wants me to be.
Broken and crying with all my heart, I come before the throne and curl up in his lap
For God loves me more than I can imagine, fill my heart and make it real.
For I need that love and I need to be still.
Hope, love, peace and comfort are His to give to me
I pray that I can be all that he called me to be
May I love on all, be that friend, my they know they are never alone