I miss Zach in my arms, I miss hearing Aden and Zach playing and laughing. Zach’s death affects everyone, not just me but Adam and Aden as well. I am struggling to figure out how to set this aside and look at ALL of the GOOD. There is SO much good. I know that I am blessed and I know that my family is.
Thanksgiving is coming up and I am thinking about that. Thanksgiving is a FAMILY day and we are getting to be together celebrating, we will be one short but I am so nervous about it. Then Christmas, I have been asked a ton of times about all the things that are going on for Christmas. I don’t know what is going happen, all I want is to celebrate the good things, the family that we have and all of the things that we are blessed about. I get asked what Adam wants, what Aden wants, and what I want. I put together a list but I don’t know what all to put on it so in this case, for those that asked this is just a bit of ideas, I don’t expect, we don’t expect anything. I was told that by doing an Amazon list that it can be sent directly to us. So please feel free to ask me questions, we are learning as we go.http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/29X9TFM02TWRT/ref=cm_wl_act_vv?_encoding=UTF8&filter=all&sort=priority&layout=standard&visitor-view=1&reveal=unpurchased
All we know is that we miss Zach and that we are going to take this each step at a time. 5 months seems like forever, but we are encountering things that we have never faced before.