I am thankful that God loves me, I am thankful that He sends signs to let me know that things are going to be okay. Last night as I was drifting off to sleep I started to worry about the little things, I know better, I know that I can't do anything by worrying but there were things that kept coming up to the surface. This morning I helped Adam get off to his meetings and I started to think of all the things that we need to do. I took out trash, did dishes, did all of the things that I could get started.
I have learned that I am not one that easily says that what I need or when I need help. I have learned that if someones wants to bless us that I accept it graciously. I have a hard time opening my mouth and admitting when my heart is hurting and when I might need help. This is one thing that I am thankful that God doesn't depend on me to have all the answers.
I am thankful that God blesses me no matter what... I am thankful for family that loves on me and that helps us when we need it, willing to watch Aden and that I love to be with and to travel with. I am thankful for having a wonderful husband who will do everything that he can to provide for us. I am honored to be married and to truely LOVE my husband. I am thankful for friends... those friends that I have had for a long time and for those that I am just getting to know. For the ones that have gotten married and had little ones, ones that are willing to share the little ones with me. I love them... JP, I love you today and always!!! I am thankful we are close again and that I get to share your little elf, he is precious and so perfect. I am thankful for the friends that are willing to share with me when I have questions that don't have answers. The ones that know who I am but don't get mad when I doubt certain things. In this case I am thankful that we had people who bless us with items, with the little things.
Remember those little things that I was worrying about last night before I went to sleep, the ones that I knew I shouldn't have worried about but I was... God blessed us with some things that took care of those little things. Like God always done, He takes care of those who are His. I am honored that God cares about all things even the little things