Special Sunday

So It is Sunday and for those that know us, you know that we are at church.  Adam is teaching, Aden is in class and so am I. Not this week though... this week we decided to crash on some friends, who were having a family day.  We felt like this might be a chance for us to see them, which we so desperately wanted and for us to be loved on in a way that only this family can do. 

God reached down and touched me, I can't say that my brain knows anything different but I can say that my heart is amazed and the flame that I have been needing to see through this dark time was made brighter.  It is hard because I feel so different than everyone else, I feel like I am on the outside looking in unsure of how life is really supposed to be. 

So why is today Special Sunday because I was blessed enough to be with my family, to have what I need, to be loved and cherished.  I have been struggling with everything so to have things, reminders like to day is very special.  God is there and while I feel like I can't accomplish anything, I am reminded that God is there and that He is my Daddy (my HEAVENLY FATHER) and He cares deeply for me.  There is nothing that goes on that is out of His control.  Yes, I know considering it all I should know this, but sometimes we have to be reminded.