Its 2016 and I should be thinking of all the new and
exciting things that are coming our way.
I should be remembering all of the amazing things that this past year
had for us. Truth is I am hopeful; I am
thankful that I am promised by God that He will never leave me nor forsake me
(Hebrews 13:5). I am thankful that I am
God’s child, that he chose me and that he loves me (2Corinthians 6:18). I am thankful for trials that have reminded
me that being in the fire refines us and makes us stronger and purer (1 Peter 1:7).
Truth is 2015 was a continuation of trials that have
reminded me that we are called to help, called to love and called to do all
that we can do for those around us. I
can say sometimes a drink is all we can afford but can change a life. I can say sometimes we have a second for a
text and that text helps bring a smile to a face. I can say that sometimes time is more valuable
that an amount of money. I am blessed to
have people in my life that have poured into me and helped me remembering in
the storms there are rainbows.
I am a different person now than I was 5 years ago and
because of that I am going to strive hard to be the light that people may need,
I am going to try to love all that I can love and I am going to try to be a positive
difference in those that I come in contact with. I want to be real though.
See I know that sometimes you don’t know what is going on
unless someone tells you, I know that sometimes you may be trying to take it
second by second because literally looking a minute ahead is too long. I am here to say that you are not alone. You are never alone, have the courage to
speak up. Have the guts to ask for help,
to ask for a second of someone’s time, to ask for a drink, a laugh, a hug. Share a smile and say Thank you.
December 2015 was rough for me, it was hard faces battles
that I have seen before with different faces, it was hard to realize that I
each step had to be taken at by itself, one at time. It was filled with illness and death. It was filled with reminders that life has
changed. I won’t lie and say that I
understand the plan or that I am okay with the plan. I won’t lie and say that the waves of grief
and pain don’t hit hard at times. I will
say I am blessed, I have a loving husband and son. I have loving in-laws and family that walk
the world for me. I have extended family
who loves me.
So what do I want in 2016… I want to walk tall, support
those that need it, make sure no one ever feels alone, be a light for God and
show His love to others, and I want to smile when all I feel like I can do is
cry. Why smile? Cause I know I am
blessed and have a lot to be thankful for